Spangel ficlet

Title: Always
Author: Catheryne
Pairing: Spangel
Rating: PG (just to be safe, I s'p'ose)
Feedback: If you do I'll give you a cookie.
Warning(s): *Hands tissues* You might need them. I'm just mushy tonight so I needed them as I wrote.
Disclaimer: I own nothing. Joss owns all and I'm making no money off of this.

( Always )

-Growls- My. Brother. Is. An. Asshole.

Alright, this might seem irrational to all y'all who are gonna read my explanation for why Ricky is an asshole, but it seems just fine to me. There was this book club that I wanted to join because, well, I'm a total bookworm and love to read. Daddy, Mum and Rick barely read at all so I suppose I read enough for all of them. Thing was, I don't have enough money for the book club just yet.

So, I thought of saving any money I could find or earn to pay for the subscription. The offer that I got in the mail is good for two years it says, so I have time. I was so psyched about it because I could do something for just me and have something that was just mine. I don't care if that sounds selfish. It's true. I do mostly everything surrounding other people and I don't have anything that is just mine because I just can't say no to people I love.

But...I now have a problem. Ricky just told me in the kitchen that he signed up for the same book club and had ordered some of the books that I liked for me. I know that doesn't sound too bad, but look at it from my point of view.

I was going to work for the money to pay for the subscription so that I could have the satisfaction of knowing I did something for myself and that I didn't do it for any other reason than because I wanted to.

Ricky doesn't have to work for his money. He gets disability because he has a few mental illnesses and was accepted to do so. He always gets whatever he wants because of those mental illnesses, never does anything for himself and uses the money for his disability for stupid stuff. (In my opinion.) Mum and Da pick up the slack for him all the time then they get weighted down by the stuff they have to do plus his and then I have to help them.

I know this may seem like I'm blowing this little situation out of proportion but I didn't want to share that book club with anyone, let alone Ricky. He's not even as sick as he pretends. I'm the only one he doesn't have snowed. I am so sick and tired of having to do stuff for other people, but I can't just stop because I love them too much to just let them fend for themselves. So, in other words, I am royally fucked.

Well, I'm gonna stop bitching and just fume for a few hours or get pissed enough and cry myself to sleep. Night all.

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